he gave me a dream

do u think day dreams go true ?? may be who knows but i had a dream last day it was a day dream , one of the beautiful dream i have ever had , i was with her and the first time she talked to me there, until now i could not even recognize her in my dreams but that hour she came to me talked to me , i wish she could be real, it was dark but still she was shining like star , she was so bright and beautiful , i was like totally unconscious that moment, in one word she was a real angel , i wish she could be my every day dream.

today was my 2nd last exam thought i got 2 days off before the exam but as usual slept and messed up one day ,i dont know is it a habit or may be some mental state of mine but this usually happens to me(even i think to many of us ) , y cant we utilize time , and so consequence my paper was not up to the mark , i m still unsatisfied , what i miss is exam strategy , i completed my syllabus though i could not gave there 100% i chose the longest question of paper to do and i would only complete 1 question in 2 hrs paper till 1 hour i have to get over 3 question more within am hour nd i could only do 3 out of 4 :( , really exams strategy this what i lack.i got last paper day after tomorrow and i know i m lacking exam strategy right from now


she was like butterfly like an angel i seam
i thank u god, u gave me that dream

i gave time to volley and she gave me no time

u might be not knowing i have a girlfriend , well i think before reading this blog no one is knowing i have a gf , not even my close frnd lol coz she toooooo complicated , i m in love with volleyball though i know it is a short time love i will be leaving her soon :( , i have to rather .
today my day started normally there was no exams today , it was holiday here i have a good habit to get up early but i have a bad habit to come out of bed late , i got up at 6am and by the time i was out of bed it was first 11 am then finally 3 pm . for 2 hour i dated with my course she was so waiting for me the full year nd finally i could give her my time from volleyball, they both r very jealous of each other ;) , well like Hindu's new year don't start from 1 jan , the same with me my day start  after volleyball,
i did gym nd reached ground, no one was there nd they all complain of me for not coming ground on exams time, i planned to give only 1 hour but , i wasted 1 hour there totally 2 hour , confusing isnt it , i invested 1 hour nd wasted 1 hour(we played a game for an hour other than 1 hour practice that was wasted), and what next the same i have no time left for my poor gf study , as i told i give her time but volley dont give me time.


if u want to earn name and fame,
always keep balance in study and game.

(my way of rhyme)

today is my first blog , i must tell u y i started blogging coz its lil hard to give time for my personal diary, well blog does not mean that i will be writing all what is personal to me here , i will be sharing my every day experience here, sometime i like to write , write nd write , that is is what i will be using this blog page for



today i had my 3rd last exam for my 3-1 ,, 3rd year 1st sem ,, well the starting was quit kool but as i went through the papper i came to know my limitations ,, lol but thats the draw back of exam we come to know our draw back , limitations there i some how managed to pass nd it think it will be not enough for me ,, but what ever i was i m not worried about pass and fail , what concerns me is my self satisfaction , i was not satisfied with my out put ,, i dont know where i went wrong , i completed my syllabus , i was aware of all derivations then also ,


i think what went wrong in exam was lack of practice nd selection of wrong question , it was 5 out of 6 question paper i chose the question to do first that took 45 minutes me to do in 2hs papaer i was totally in sane

the next what i did is to roam with my frnd cum senior , i wont be telling his name remember i told blogging doesn't mean that i will write here me out totally , i dont beleve net totally its not safe then personal diary , but it is easy to maintain then dairy i feel it ,

i went to ground it once again forget that it was monday today sports no sports day here


day always ,end to start again
think of me nd love me more than ur pain ;)

(thats my way to rhyme lol)